ive never actually held hands with someone in a romantic/couple-y way before so sometimes i really want to have that special person I can hold hands with but knowing me I would get so flustered and it would just be like
Today the absolutely best thing happened. My friend, who was in a coma for almost 11 months, woke up. I was in the middle of my exam when I got the voice mail “Tamara, come to the hospital, it’s really important.” My mother was talking really weird so my first thought was the worst happened, but on the contrary - today is the best day of my life. I ran to the hospital and there she was, waiting for me. Wide awake. She started to react to her new medication and she simply woke up! I didn’t know it would happen so fast. I still can’t believe it. :) Here’s a story I’d like to share. A few months ago I was reading her paper towns and on the part when Ben pees in a bottle she was kind of smiling. After that, reading paper towns became our thing, it was really nice to see her ‘react’ somehow. I read it probably 15-20 times and never got tired of it. The first thing she said to me today was “could you read me paper towns one last time please?” and that’s when I knew that all of this time she could hear me. I’m still half sobbing but I’m so happy words can’t explain. John is my favorite author since I can remember, but today he became even more dear to my heart. This book has a whole new meaning for me now. Thank you John!!! :)
This needs to be spread around so john green sees this.
NO BUT YOU DON’T UNDERSTAND HOW MUCH THIS HIT ME RIGHT IN THE FEELS. LIKE NANI TRIED SO HARD TAKE CARE OF LILO AND TAKE HER MOTHERS PLACE AND LILO BEING A LITTLE SISTER FIRST AND FOREMOST OFTEN GIVES NANI A HARD TIME AND JUST EARILER LILO TOLD HER SHE WISHED MOM WAS THERE AND THAT NANI WASN’T ENOUGH FOR HER AND SHE SAID “DON’T YOU THINK I KNOW THAT” LIKE NANI TRIES SO HARD AND IS SO AFRAID THAT SHE’S GOING TO FAIL OR DISSAPOINT HER MOM BUT WHEN LILO TELLS HER MOM WOULD HAVE BEEN PROUD OF HER YOU CAN JUST SEE HOW MUCH THAT MEANS TO HER AND OH MY GOD WHY